drugged ;

2007

2007-01-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

first day of a new year, hahaha first time i ever stained my skirt in school. it was hella funny, i flipped out like crazy when denise told me then i pulled my shirt over my butt and ran to the bathroom hawhawhaw

training has never been so demanding and tiring.
I LOVE IT WOOOO

but today i could hardly walk, left knee, right ankle felt like giving way. and peer support doesnt include lots of walking in the contract. i couldnt send my sister off at the airport cos of PSL, holy shit i am so committed. now im gonna be all lonely again

today yokemun punctured her eyeball so she had to wear gauze and scotchtape over the eye. it was hella funny

i am very, very into electronica screamo nowadays it is soooo good.

i am going to try to do well for math this year.

i am going to write a book before i die.

i really am very shy. if you look at me for long enough i will look away heee

i am going to look friendlier, cos three people (elaine the lanky PSL, EMELYN!!!!! and ruixian's sister) told me what they thought of me when they first saw me and they all said "I WAS INTIMIDATED/FRIGHTENED/SCARED." i am nice ok i am really very nice i just look scary cos im big and cos my eyebrows turn in. WHY ARE YOU AFRAID OF THIS FACE

i am probably not going to blog for a very long long long long time here.
cos i have decided to move, maybe xanga will excite me.

when I disappear, it is clear I am up to no good.
I am drearily blunt, letting this.
So the last thing you realize, youll miss what you already got.
So touch me or dont, just let me know where you’ve been.

i only want to know where you've been.

tiffany trivia

2006-12-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Chinese people (or was it red indians???) believe that if you take a picture while someone is asleep, you're capturing their soul. Correct me if I'm wrong.

Im not superstitious so it doesn't bother me. I look like a chubby kid here, thats what bothers me. This was at stephs house, I had training before so I was pooped, I had fun though. Kleenex is my new best friend seriously, my nose wont stop running nowadays.

i know i look like a roadside beggar.

the silence of sound & me

i can honestly say now i feel alive,

i want to feel it more because i dont want to become an adult and look back and feel like i had the most boring childhood imaginable. i couldn't live with that.

whoever wants to hang out call me hahahaha

i secretly like being hugged/giving hugs, but somehow i don't do it very much.

i like people who think alot, a lot.

i don't not like happy go lucky people, i just think sooner or later they need to review their lives, the earlier they start the better.

my biggest regret is probably not playing tennis tournaments earlier.

i suck at html/ IT/ computer stuff.

electronic devices i own usually get spoilt pretty fast. i still don't think it's my fault.

although my current nokia (which i have owned for less than a year) is going absolute nuts.

i havent dropped it.... that many times? i mean you knock your phone around too right?

i still maintain, that they don't make phones the way they used to anymore.

i am waiting for someone to come along and amaze me.

i like garden state alot. i want to meet someone like that.

i am currently content.

notice how i didn't say happy.

this is not emo.

the word 'emo' is overused.

i have run out of things to say.

i am aware you will probably not read this.

my fork in the road, your knife in my back

2006-12-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

Hmmm HEYMATH is so stressful
the other day i opened an assignment by mistake,
(i was actually searching for the Download Worksheet button)
but dickhead me clicked the START or GO button WHATEVER,
and the timer started counting down (!!!!!!)
like WTF!!!
so i flipped out and turned my computer off

OPASIOHDASHOI(#*@!!!!

but then i found out the timer always starts at 60. hee hee.

i find i am at my happiest when my sisters are around, they make me smile
:D

ME= RED, RUI= BLUE

you tested your metal of doe's skin and petals - while kissing the lipless who bleed all the sweetness away says:
i quite like ice
you tested your metal of doe's skin and petals - while kissing the lipless who bleed all the sweetness away says:
when i feel slightly hungry i get a cup of it and eat ice
you tested your metal of doe's skin and petals - while kissing the lipless who bleed all the sweetness away says:
yum yum.
rui. says:
WHAT THE SHIT
rui. says:
hhahaha
rui. says:
you do know that theres something called
rui. says:
FOOD right

happy birthday joanne chiew!!!!!!

after quinn allman comes this hottie, swoooooon:

dying to live

2006-12-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO
Well thats the shoe I have been looking for. Ive been to alot of places and no where has it. So if anyone sees it PLEASE TELL ME. I want it in green but chances are even a black will be hard to find.

I feel sick. even though I am not sick. I dont have a cough or a runny nose or anything. but I had a head ache today which is reeeeally strange cuz I never ever get headaches. Then I ran today and I felt like fainting after a ridiculously short distance. UH OH. I am scared.

My sisters are coming back on sunday!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFDHHFKHDFJKFFHFHD
I wish something exciting would happen to me... mmkay

ENTER SHIKARI!!!!!!!

you are just getting what you deserved and i regret ever spending so much time on you, thinking i could trust you when all you ever did was turn your back on me. goodbye.

one of the guys in this picture look familiar right right right!!!!!!

SORRY YOURE NOT A WINNER

2006-12-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

WOW WOW WOW WOW
I JUST FOUND A BAND THAT IS BLOWING ME AWAY
WOWOW WOWOWOWOWOWWOWW
ITS BEEN A WHILE

POP THE CHEAP CHAMPAGNE

ohhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-12-01T19:19:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIII
my mum bought me my saosin and circa cd so freaking happy!!!!!hifhahih!!!! fucking expensive cos its imported or some shit

ANYWAY exciting things happened in my life!!!

Tuesday
I had drums in the morning. I went to the arcade with ruixian, elissa and chris. Nucking futs!!! The arcade had this awesome offer hahaha you pay $20 bucks you get $20 bucks FREE. we played bishi bashi, ddr, daytona, truck game and like a million other things wooooo, we were so pumped we did it twice, now im broke. kicking ittttt. oh after that i went to meet my mom and i cut off about 6 inches of my hair.

Wednesday
I cant remember, training, went home to sleep? OH yoke, weizhen and i went to p.s to buy gifts then i went home to sleep. Then i went to chris' rehearsal thingy with Elissa and we met nice nice people like sheryl and althea who bought us satay and fruits! :D then i went to newton with chris and we ate more satay.

Thursday
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO farewell, but 3 seniors didnt come?? their bloody loss, we had a shit load of fun. walked alot cos so many people were either late or lost. we cooked then we played 7up, gross people mixed all the drinks, chips and satay oil in one bowl and we had to drink it if we lost. ate lotsa lotsa steak i love beef, (sorry cows) Oh and we went to escape theme park which had a smelly haunted house. most of the fun rides were closed. i stayed over with yoke and huimin. came home today i am pooped too lazy to tell you how much fun we had

WHERE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO POST PICTURES

DEBRA KATRINA!!!!!!!!!!!!

blogger is being stupid wont let me post pictures!!!!

life

2006-11-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

letdown
letdown
letdown
letdown
letdown

where the fuck is my big break??

plain sunset

2006-11-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went for lunch at bugis with steph and linyu and the sakae there really sucked. my prawn smelled weird, my soup was so salty i thought my kidneys would fail right there and then, the service sucked and linyus soba tasted funny. bad bad bad

then we went to the library which must have been like minus 10 degrees it was seriously so freaking cold in there. and steph kept listening to her hip hop real loud so when she talked she'd talk so much louder than normal and people kept looking hahahahaha

I LOVE STEPHS IPOD SHE HAD TOKYO DRIFT LOL HAHAHA I KEEP LISTENING TO THAT SONG ON OTHER PEOPLES BLOG COS I DONT HAVE IT

I keep singing with it in my head and I realised I got the lyrics all wrong, except maybe the part where the guy goes

Not a Chinaman cos I aint from china man
I am Japan man

In the chorus when they say drift I thought it was DIP, DIP, DIP HAHAHAHA

i found out plain sunset and a bunch of other bands are playing at flow! HMMMM

nothing exciting happening in my life at the moment sorry to disappoint

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
[Repeat]

[Japanese verse]
Rasha ii, omachito sama
kenso mamiro konoma chinoenso dama
tamama ichii do itsu eoi de
si kaiju miryu suruhudoni ko kana
Japan, Ichiban
Jump around sawchirono deban
Teriyaki Boyz in the place to be
he said intyaro kai in VIP

many many diamonds danglin
Bag full of money we stranglin
Hate me, fry me, bake me, try me
All the above cuz you can't get in
I don't want no puro buremu
Because muy professional
Make you, shake you, ketsu (Thank you!)
Haters take it personal

[Japanese verse]
like kakanada tai tets o now
drop it on lets go now
na nachima mai nimits o
lets not chiki chima over
wets go nets go
tsuhilohilo over every color
esgo esgol
ju waktu chunai niikro
new waksu itsukunai pingpoi

[Japanese verse]
HI. Wakash teriyaki
Boyz. ateyuma kitobas
noise. manshij kitemas indaghe
tow banow gazmo windemas
beyshiku wasupplies
de. majmanchika abunai
te. ninjehu kenjahu
dakido geisha
all on the rocks say
karanosha

Should see me in the parking lot
7-11 is the spot
Fights with wings and shiny things
And lions, tigers, bears, Oh my ride
We're furious and fast
Super sonic like JJ Phat
An' we rock cuz the wheels are fly
Can't be doubt with a baseball bat

[Japanese verse]
like kakaru a
kiyo koto sa
matata in dey soki sayk yo
ingosipta sh*to fokusai
tekimatzailo kwanzai
fola kwanza
fara nigga bumotosto
dojidas score four points
from far east coast to
dosi sai
watashi no kansito

[Japanese verse]
ya, ichipa mayni chito kitong kitas
hito aylam tobi tobida
mueruyo sh*to bochi bochi na
kuma nigi dasusu kochi kochi eh
hito a puro do resow
machu subetenu rekong
mechakari mundantesha
fu guchaw chan
fast an furious

It's gotta be the shoes
Gotta be the furs
That's why ladies choose me
All up in the news
Cuz we so cute
That's why we so huge
Harajuku girls know how i feel
They respect i keeps it real
Not a Chinaman cuz I ain't from China man
I am Japan man

[Girls Talking]
You see him come and go out of the black Benz SLR.
I wonder where he get that kind of money?
Don't worry about it.
Lets Go

2006-11-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

I LOVE WEBCAMS
i just talked to my sister over iChat, im so freaking happy
:D

i havent had proper food all day
im so hungry right now
im going to watch step up with my mom later

blogger wont let me post long posts, what a dick
ive been watching laguna beach all day hahah so loser

BREAK DANCE, NOT HEARTS

2006-10-17T23:47:00.001+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EXCITING STUFF

MY BRACES ARE OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY THIS ******* ANGMOH LADY ZIPPED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME (WHERE I WAS SO OBVIOUSLY WAITING FOR A CAB) AND STOLE MY GODDAMN CAB WHEN I WAS IN A HURRY TO GET TO JIANG. I WANTED TO PUT UP MY FINGER BUT I WAS WEARING THE SC SHIRT. I am a kim gek I am a kim gek. So nasty lady got away with it.

ONLY BECAUSE I WAS VERY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY MY BRACES ARE OFF I DECIDED NOT TO LET THIS RUBBISH PULL ME DOWN

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM LIKE FLOATING

BREAK DANCE, NOT HEARTS

2006-10-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EXCITING STUFF

MY BRACES ARE OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY THIS FUCKING ANGMOH LADY ZIPPED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME (WHERE I WAS SO OBVIOUSLY WAITING FOR A CAB) AND STOLE MY GODDAMN CAB WHEN I WAS IN A HURRY TO GET TO JIANG. I WANTED TO PUT UP MY FINGER BUT I WAS WEARING THE SC SHIRT. I am a kim gek I am a kim gek. So nasty lady got away with it.

ONLY BECAUSE I WAS VERY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY MY BRACES ARE OFF I DECIDED NOT TO LET THIS RUBBISH PULL ME DOWN

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM LIKE FLOATING

2006-10-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

I FORGOT THE FRUCKING POTATOES
and the drinks for the peer leaders gathering tomorrow ohhhh
now i have to go to thomson plaza and get them

results are all back
not that happy
just happy for amath woooooooo
hate lit
my mom says i need to motivate myself

OK POTATOES BYE

when push comes to shove

2006-10-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

so this is my sister the one who recently went to oregon.
i still miss her. alot.
now both my sisters are in oregon.

phones and faces just arent the same.
its really quiet at home now and i hate that shes not there anymore
we both look quite stunned here, we were on a ferry
we hate boats, planes, cars, buses
i prefer my own two feet
that way i never puke.

we went to kbox even after much protesting from me

botanics, linyuuu, i like this picture alot

me and lala

im not sure what we're doing, probly somethin cool

a nice german man helped us take this

the day we went out to orchard and watched john tucker that was a little bit uncomfortable.
but the picnic was fittttt. fittt i say FITTTT. and kbox was surprisingly fun
but the food was absolute rubbish

i feel much closer to you all. least since last year. i know youll never read this except stephsiau
:)

when push comes to shove

2006-10-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

for never and ever

2006-10-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

Everything is alive.
Everything is breathing.
Nothing is dead,
And nothing is bleeding.

you know the sort of thing that happens
that just makes you go :D
or :D!!!!!!!!
and its something really simple
like a look.
or someone could just say hi

yeah that doesn't happen to me anymore

2006-10-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

BY THE WAY IM SORRY MY COMPUTER WONT LET ME TAG FLOOBLES!!!!

sarah: nuhhh uhhh didnt work for me BUT if it worked for you i want commission!!! haha my idea leeeeehzzz!!!

charlene: HII charchar youre lucky i dont cut your hair or anything i saw a kid do that once on tv haha he sat behind a girl with plaits haha

<------ WHO KNOWS WHAT IM DOING HERE

rats and bugss

2006-10-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

Whoooo hooooooo happy happy!!!!!!!!!! :))

hahahahahah happy!!!!!!!!!
bought some stuff today!!!!!
i havent spent money in a while
getting emotionally attached to it already
lauren warned me about this
too bad i have to give the bear away

thanks rx for cheering me up :)

i have 1000 mosquito bites on my legss
the only animal(if they are even animals) species i would like to see extinct
is the MOSQUITO

DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!!
DIE!!!!!

and maybe rats. YESTERDAY i dreamt about RATS IN MY BED
like KILLER RATS
i was so scared i woke up in the middle of the night
and i started to freak out
then i dreamt of scary poisonous BUGS
like KILLER BUGS
so i freaked out more
AHHH AHHHHHHH

by the way, i am not usually afraid of bugs and rats
pshhh. puh-leaase sista.

but i am when they are in my bedddd eeee eee eeeeeeeeee!!!!!

and this post is not to make me sound bimbo or anything
i am just relating my dreams to you
and its not often i remember my dreams
so you can imagine
big, green, yellow, red KILLER BUGS
and buck/sharp/RAZORRRR toothed RATS

eyyer bye

funeral for a friend

2006-10-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

i know what you did.
its makes me sick.
i never thought you'd be like that.
i'm glad i found out before i did anything else.

oh well exams are almost over.
i am a happy kid hah.. actually mmm...
i can really kick it now.
too bad my sisters are 10000 miles away

i watched imagine me and you yesterday
and went to borders (wooo!!)
and bought a shit load of books
okay not really i am just trying to sound more intellectual.
i bought about 3 books
then i was deciding whether to buy drummerworld
cos it teaches me how to tune my bass drum
but the guy inside said to STAND ON THE DRUM
so i think maybe the magazine is a little crazy.
ohkay i realise no one reads this anymore
not exciting enough for you kids so i will just go

whered you go i miss you so

2006-09-13T21:12:00.001+08:00

Today was a shitty day. Yesterday too. The bio test was absolutely horrible. And then I had to go to the airport to say bye to my sisters. Who are both now in Oregon with my mom. but my mom will be back on tuesday.I cried like crazy at the airport. I am going to cry again if I think about my sisters so I am going to proceed to tell you about my horrendous day

Today 13 koi fishes died. I am a pisces. I felt like dying all day today NOT IN A SUICIDAL WAY I just felt shitty. Oh then we got back chem test which I did badly for the shittiness just kept going

And certain people did not make that any better with their stupid jokes GROW UP

Training was good hurhur I know, Im surprised too

After training i went to buy yong tau foo then the aunty was so rude to me screw you dickface

I miss my sisters alot. Alot. :(((((

whered you go i miss you so

2006-09-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

OMFG OMFG OMFG

2006-09-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

A FEW MINUTES AGO I DELETED EVERY FUCKING THING FROM MY IPOD ALL MY SONGS ALL MY PLAYLISTS I AM GOING NUTS

NUTS
NUTS
NUTS
NUTS

I AM SCREWED MY IPOD IS EMPTY
COMPLETELY
E M P T Y
IT HAS ZERRRROOOO ZILCH SONGS IN IT

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
ITUNES IS A PAIN IN THE BUTT
I WANT TO DIEEEEEE I AM SO SCARED EVERYTHING IS LOST OMGOMGOMGOMGOGOMGOMGOMGG
I CNAT EYEN TYPE PROPERLY I AM SO FUGGING SCARED OH GEEEEEZ HSHAIPSHADHSIODHAOI:
HSIDHASODHSAOSDIOSOHDSHSs HELP HELP HELP HELP

edited

EHEHEHEHEHEHEH RUIXIAN IS ASS CLEVER SHE FIXED MY IPOD WHAT A STUMPY GENIUS
OMGOMGOMGOMG XOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXO I WANT TO KISS HER SHE FIXED THE DAMN THING OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG OMGOGMOGM HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH TIFF IS SO HAPPY NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

the bled and beautiful says:
ok plug your ipod in
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
uh huh
the bled and beautiful says:
wait wait i am figuring how to clear your ipod
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
ok
the bled and beautiful says:
in your itunes at the bottom right hand corner is there the ipod button?
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
uh
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
eject ipod?
the bled and beautiful says:
like a grey button with an ipod on it
the bled and beautiful says:
NO
the bled and beautiful says:
not eject
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
then?
the bled and beautiful says:
how many buttons do you have
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
four
the bled and beautiful says:
if you have four, it's the first one
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
oh
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
uh huh
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
what do i do with that
the bled and beautiful says:
yeah click it
the bled and beautiful says:
is your selected option "automatically update all songs and playlists"
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
i have hat option
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
do i click it
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
i am so scared i cant type
the bled and beautiful says:
yes click it!
the bled and beautiful says:
why are you scared!
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
cos i might lose all my songs!!!!
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
OMFG YOU ARE A GENIUS
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
OMG
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
IT IS WORKINGGGGGGG
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
XOXOXOXOXOX
the bled and beautiful says:
HAHAHAHA WHAT THE HELL
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
I COULD KISS YOU RIGHT NOW
♠ No hardcore dancing in the living room. says:
MWAHH
the bled and beautiful says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
the bled and beautiful says:
YOU ARE SO COMPUTER ILLITERATE

DOUCHEEEE

2006-09-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

TODAY AFTER MY MATCH, AS WE WERE WALKING OUT OF FARRER PARK, THIS BLUISH PURPPLISH MERCEDES DROVE IN SLOWLY AND THE GUY IN THE FRONT SEAT LOOKED AT ME AND HANNAH FOR A BIT BEFORE THE CAR DROVE OFF ITS LIKE THE OC WHEN MARISSA SAW RYAN OR WAS IT THE OTHER WAY ROUND ANYWAY THE GUY WAS REALLY HOT AND BROODY BUT HE WAS QUITE DISINTERESTED. I KNOW HIS NAME. HE IS AUSTRIAN. THAT IS ALL. SWOOOOON

School is siao they gave us so much homework I don't know if i can complete all this shit in time AND study. And I lost my match today the sickest stuff ever I was playing so freaking well I was 5-2 UP then I lost the first set 5-7 and the match 5-7, 0-6

I AM GONNA BE 16 NEXT YEAR. I HAVE LESS THAN A YEAR TO MAKE IT BIG IN TENNIS. UH I GUESS I AM GOING TO HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING IM BETTER AT.

Did steve irwin really die alot of people have turtles on their msn nicks now is it true anottttt

And I hate how everyone thinks I am soo manly and boyish it is stupid and sterotypical if you were my real friends you would be nice and call me ATHLETIC and normal its not my fault I have ABSURDLY broad shoulders and unusually hairy legs SO YOU SHOULD ALL GROW UP AND GET OVER IT.

I havent blogged in so long i forgot how i usually blog. TODAY I HAD 3 HOURS OF JIANG. UH K BYE

bleh

2006-08-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

"You could call me a loser 'cause I guess I never win, but whoever's got my voodoo doll must be running out of pins. I'll keep walking down the road, holding up my chin. I'm here for the duration because quitters never win."

Tiff is not a happy kid right now. I am going to work like hell at tennissssss

school is the usual stuff.
and i keep staring at you have you noticed yet. guess not.
today i went to bakerzin with my sistaaaas after school.
I also gave elissa and rui a lift, they were like so AMUSED with my sisters.
harharrr
i am sooo psyched stef can drive
she is like obsessed with getting packs
she drives herself to the gym everyday
then she comes home and takes some supplement shit so her muscles wont ache
nothing unhealthy kids, its not STEROIDS or anything
I have been my usual lazy arse. HONESTLY
i come home, sit down, chill, fall asleep, go on the computer.
when i finally come to terms with the time and want to study it is like super late.
and i need to sleep.

PIGGGGGGG

ohbye children

2006-08-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

OH YA
AHAHAHAHAHA

tiffy got pissed off at me today (like everyday)
but today was special.she was sleeping (for the first time ever) during bio
and i stuck a pencil up her nostril
and she woke up abruptly,with the PENCIL DANGLING FROM HER NOSTRIL
(according to amanda for quite a long time. [i was laughing too hard to see])
and she PULLED THE PENCIL OUT (damn comical sight)
omgfarhana & yoke & amanda & i were laughing so hard.
and tiff got super pissed off.so yes.
IM SORRY TIFFY I STILL LOVE YOU :D:D:D(with or without pencil up your nose)

yvonne is vair vair stupid. but i am always pissy when i am sleepy. dont mess dont mess!!!!!
my favourite prank of hers so far is the time we were all at RAP then she hung our bags on the cupboards and SUSPENDED MINE AND YOKE'S RACKETS FROM THE BALCONY

AHAHAHAHA
so ingenius SOMETIMES. mostly she is stoooooopeeeeed and meaaaaan and cuts out men's organs in my notebook i hate herr
harharhar

2006-08-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

and the snow falls down, melts before it even hits the groundand i'm standing here listening to the sound of your hand washing back and forth across my filthy heartand i don't know if i should say "i'm sorry" or "thank you" i try to speak but the tears choke the words and i think i finally know what they mean when they talk about joy.

this is my friendster profile. ive seen it elsewhere though. notcool.

i am quite shocked.

2006-08-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

AIYA WHATEVER. i will marshmallow your ass if you do it again. ogay?

ANYWAY,

twas yokemuns birthday on 12 August we had a spiffing good time i must say. theres a stupid video on rui's/yokemun's blog/xanga if you want to see. hur. TOO BAD i cant upload photos that just takes freakin forever on blogspot and i cant seem to FIND hello..... then aug13 was my sister's birthday i love her to bits andddd my other sister is home from oregon so that is sweeeeet as too. hawhawhahwhawhahw. we spent alot on dinner. too bad we didnt bring a camera i have pictures from camera phone i will upload soon harrrr

OMG LIFE AS WE KNOW IT NOW PEACE OUT YOU ROCKERS

2006-08-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

HEYHO BODOS

I went to celebmatch.com and I got:

Cole Sprouse 98%
Dylan Sprouse 98%
CRISTIANO RONALDO (HARHAR) 95%
KEVIN ZEGERS 92%

Douglas Smith 90%

The first two I will not even consider. Today was national day. it was sweet as.. went to eat claypot chicken rice with steph at lucky plaza then we roamed around town for a bit went to kino and stuff.

Then i went to p.s to meet weizhen yoke rui jess lauren then we took lotsa photos and went to weizhen's house to watch highschool musical. hawhaw i like fat cats weizhen has a fat cat I HATE SKINNY CATS they are freaky and they scare me. two fucking days of holeeedayyyyy i am psyched HARHARHAHRHARHAHRHARHAHR

my sister's coming home from oregon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JANGJANGJANGJANGJANGJANG bye foolies

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
i better stop now before i start crying
go off to sleep in the sunshine
i don't want to see the day when it's dying

NEW LAYOUT HARHAR

2006-08-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

HI I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY NEW LAYOUT. QUINN ALLMAN IS THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE. HE BEATS ANY POP STAR ANY GIVEN DAY

ooooooooohh

credits to ruixian for the fucking amazing theeeeng

i want to cut my hair. my fringe is 26cm long. i know i keep saying shit and not do anything about it but i am serious this time. its just getting really long and bushy and it gets in my face and i just dont like it anymore. i have alot of factors to think about ok. first i have to think if its suitable to play tennis with, then there is my individualism. plus my hair has to be girly girl enough too harharharrrr

school has been ok... we havent had much homework so most days i sit my ass on zeh couch and dont do shit. bad bad bad. procrastination sets in again and i hate it. i hate not being able to do what i need to do because im lazy and i hate not knowing what i want. miss seow is nice and all but i miss miss soh. takes getting used to i guess SIT PORPERRLY GRRRRLS HARHAR

my computer irks me. it keeps hanging at the most unsuitable moments. bang bang shit
baybeats pics

peowww peowwww bye

7 songs

2006-07-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now.

1. Circa Survive- Juturna
2. Augustana- Sunday Best
3. Furniture- Postcards
4. Coheed And Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic
5. Chamillionaire- Ridin' Dirty (How did that get there!!!!!!!)
6. T.I- Bring 'Em Out (IM SORRY, IM SORRY)
7. The Afters- Beautiful Love

do what you want but i know who you are
say what you want but i know what youre thinking
if you fall in love,
fall in love and hold nothing back
i'll fall in love,
fall in love and hold nothing back from you

nerd time is overrrrr

2006-07-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hi. I have been sitting on my ass the past two weeks. Getting fat. its all the school's fault i mean how can you set tests consecutively for two weeks consecutively for two/ three days I MEAN ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE US ALL FAT

I tell you okay, my theory is that, after dinner you're gonna wanna study so you sit down and do that shit, but all your food is fresh in your belly so what happens is all the food you just ate goes down to your bum/belly/thighs and you get fat.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DRUSILLA IM SORRY I COULDNT GO ON SATURDAY. saturday was miss soh's farewell. that was rather fun. funnest class party ever woooot it fucking sucks that she's leaving she is like THEEE hippest teacher :)

yesterday after bio i went home and did nothing till like 8pm when i realised i had to stop mucking about if i wanted to pass amath. so restless. no use really, today amath was quite tricky hopefully ill scrapeeeee my ass through

quinn allman is such a speeeeecial man he is a hottttieeee. hes such a cute goofball too. let me show you

CHUFFFFFFED!!!!

2006-07-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

HI I WENT FOR BAYBEATS YESTERDAY WITH SHAOMIN AND STEPHO. IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

So I went to meet them at esplanade at 6.30 and watched the end of vacant affair i think. (each act is a half hour)And then we went to the chillout stage to watch Bittersweet (KL band) and they were pretty good, like Asian version of the Thrills. SOOOOO i think after that we went for dinner at thai express which had the worst service in the history of the world. YES. And nicolette and friend were there too. While eating we could hear hear me toby, the leaven trait and one buck short. They were okay lah....

BUT SERIOUSLY THE BAND THAT MOVED MY BONES WAS FURNITURE THEY WERE SOOOO EFFING GOOOOOOD. They sound like MEW but asian mew. I bought their cd and the stupid man at the counter thought the album name was the number of songs on the cd SO FUCKING DUMB make me walk back to buy!!!!! ANYWAY FURNITURE!!!!! NOT BAD LAH I DIDNT EXPECT THAT AT ALL :] Oh but that was the tip of the iceberg cause then we headed to the big stage where all the emoooo and rock bands perform it was PLAIN SUNSET'S TURN and they put up a fucking awesome set seriously!! Everyone outside the barricaded area was having a better time than people near the stage cos thats where all the security is. So me steph and shao were just surrounded by people (mostly loud malay guys hahah) and they were screaming the lyrics like crap, BODYSURFING and moshing like crazy. Uh i had more of other people's sweat on me than my own. But whatever it was damn fun so we started moshing while the SECURITORS (malay guy said SECURITORS can you believe it HAHAHAA) were screaming at the guys to behave. like that k:

OI BEHAVE YOURSELVES AHHH!!!!!!! -shine torchlight. Not much use really. Then at one point they stopped the show to change guitar string and tell us to behave ourselves then ugly profanities came out. malay guys were like FUCK YOU LAH STOP TALKING JUST SING!!!!! and alot of other malay stuff and ccb and knn i heard it all yesterday i think. and they kept pushing to get nearer the stage. hawhawhaw

my shoes and jeans got trampled on. and at one point i fell down but malay guys picked me up hmmm nice. Then after their set we were pooped so we left to sit at harrys bar til some guy chased us away. Then we went to macdonalds and talked. I ate a burrrger. and i sat there freezing cos i was so wet. steph also. shaomin like never mosh liddat she had her own personal body guard some man saw her fall down. harhar

LONG POST LONG POST I MUSTVE EATEN A PASSIONFRUIT SO INSPIRED TO LEARN TO PLAY GUITAR NOW WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH PASSIONNNNNN

with burn marks in our clothes at dinner

2006-07-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

I feel kinda submerged in work lately. and I want to do well so this probably wont stop. this week has been crazy. I predict similar weeks to come. Holy holy guacamole...

Life is boring so I shall Play with hair. I'mm going to do something different with my hair (hopefully i am being serious) yes yes yes cos it cant look any worse than it is already. I theeeenk

It's 1am now i am half watching dinotopia half blogging half doing my work. Eh wait, thats three portions.. sorry

buggers i have to work. with any luck i will find some enjoyment in BAYBEATS woot woot wootttttt fo shizzle mofos!

its just another moment
where me and you
will never be again
not in another time
not in another place
its just a part of my mind
that i will have to erase

2006-07-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

i'm not sure what im doing here... probly something awesome
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oh hello
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and agai
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yi rui you will never live this down harhar
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Kim and me (the emos)
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Kim, carine, Bert
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kim crazy goth chick
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Kim Spooky 1
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The EMOS HAHAHA
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Farnini, Lauren
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3dg!!!!!
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Cast 2
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Cast 1
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Carine, Sylvia, Kim
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Alia, Carine
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kenny rogers!
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hi this is me
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the super nice guy there SWOOOOOON i look quite shaken it was after the trapeze
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hanging
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ooooh so cool eh hahaha
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stepping off UGHHHH
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trapeze
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fat me, my mom and my sis at club med
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Oh kenny rogers again
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my sister and me on the ferry to bintan. i look so happy i was actually seasick
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didnt i tell you
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we did it so many times
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the emo hair thing
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her nice shirt
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oh so sinister
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elissa has a big smile
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Elissa and Rui again
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Elissa and Rui at Kenny Rogers
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emo me hahaha
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photos

2006-07-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

DRAMAFEST!!!!!!

2006-07-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

HO HUM PIG'S BUM IS THERE ANY DAY HAPPIER THAN THIS??

DRAMAFEST DRAMAFEST SOOOOOOO TRULY INVIGORATING. we got third but its oookay cos we are all champions at heart... and sexy wexy FARHANA got best actress whooohooo so talented eh. yvonne if there were TWO awards im sure you wouldve gotten it, i mean you got slapped by farhana EHEHEHE. thank you everyyone who gave me flowers!!!! ( I am not boasting cos i really dont act very well HAHAHA but its the only way to thank everyone right?) kim and bert and everyyone had such nice makeup HAHA rui the hair the hair.

I thought i would let the blog die. But it has so much spirit. So cannot lah. Anyway i hadddddd to talk about dramafest...

AND COMPLAIN ABOUT STUDYING FOR CHEM SO FREAKING MUCH LAAAAAAA

SO ANYWAY 3DG YOU ROCK LIKE FUCK TWAS COOOOOLLLL MAN SIGH. NOW BACK TO OUR DISGUSTING BORING FREAK ASS LIVES WHAT WITH STUDYING AND MUGGING AND WHAT NOT.

ciao sexy pies,
PAULINE ONEHILL

(GAHAHAHA)

STEP OFF MISSY!!!!!!!

2006-06-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY was my first sleepover everrrr (DEPRIVED CHILD) HAHAHA at yiruis hose and it was good fun I learnt how to play risk. and we had maggie mee at 2am. then today we met yokemun! i ate alot yesterday i think i mightve put on a few pounds. My stomach feels heavier. mmmm

Okay i thought today was ros' birthday so i wished her HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROS. then it turns out her birthday is on the 17th of july.

blog. is. dead. Imma shut this down real soon

-SINGS

3 cigarettes deeper and deeper
I've been drinking more and eating less
It's a mess without you laying here
It's a mess without you laying here
I know it can be all right if I just wait it out and try to rest
It's a mess without you laying here
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, I am a mess
I'm in a corner in a pit, they can shock it or what
Do you care are you there are you listening
Ill smash my head against the wall
I'll stab every picture in its heart
You're a snake and your slithering along
I could ask myself a thousand times a night
Why am I ever for someone else's lies
And I could ask myself a thousand times but why
Why do I blame my self
We don't have to blame ourselves.

keep me hanging on so contagiously

2006-06-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

I just found out something very disturbing!!!!!

And i might want to be a chef when i grow up!

My hair must be dealt with soon. TROUBLESOME OLD BUSH

Okay i think thats all i have to say other than i watched shes the man with emelyn and joanne on friday okay bye lovers

If you think its cool listening to _______ im sorry but you can go to hell cos you dont even know the meaning of music

if your heart was broken... you would be dead

2006-06-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

Tosay I saw Paul TWOHILL near the prata place which is near my place. They were filming some sg idol shit hurhurhur.

My podiatrist says I mustnt wear my chucks so often cos of my achilles tendon dunno what what what. Yes. ONE LESS THING THAT MAKES ME 'EMO' HAH YOU SUCKERS. I went to the podiatrist on saturday to get my insoles done. cos my right foot is too flat or nutsy or something. Silly foot

I want to work at gramophone. And I like pikachu alot still cos I remember it always used to go PIKA PIKA? denise taw has reminded me of it. OKAY BYE BYE PIKA PIKA

i think saosin is my favourite band!!

I was feeling fine, you'll be coming clean tonight
And I'll be falling down with you once again
Call me your valentine, call me once tonight
And I haven't said it's okay

(ifeelquitefunnytodaysolaugh)

2006-05-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

HI BLOG.

So I have seen XMEN3 TWICE. And both times I didn't stay for the last last part where Xavier is RESURRECTED. RESURRECTED THEY SAY. SHIT ME MAN. Oh i saw samantha lee at cine!!!! HURHURR. And and and! I have concluded that I like Angel alot. His wings are so preetty but I actually imagined him having a much bigger role.

And I like deep people alot too. And I am very attracted to deep people. (No not in a sick way in a very friendly way) If you don't know what I mean by deep YOU ARE OBVIOUSLY NOT DEEP.

Steph siaoo if you read this... uh no, this does not mean I am attracted to you HEEHEE even though you are somewhat deep in a very strange sense...........mm.

Today I did nothing. Absolutely nothing. And it was the greatest feeling ever. That is all.

we don't talk anymore.
but that's okay.

hmmm but i think i might still miss you.

emo shits

2006-05-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

FRICKEN GOOD BANDS I KNEW ABOUT WAY WAYYYY WAYYYYYY BEFORE YOU DID:

1. Sleater Kinney - STAY AWAY FROM THEM
2. Emanuel
3. MAH
4. Early November
5. Brandtson
6. Atreyu

DIE YOU EMO-PHUCK COPYCATS WHO ALL OF A SUDDEN ARE SOOOO INTO THE INDIE SCENE AND LIKE PANIC AND TBS NOW JUST COS THEY PLAY THEM ON THE RADIO. YOU DONT KNOW THEIR TRUE GOODNESS. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am now going to make an important statement. I AM NOT EMO. Maybe i listen to emo but i don't slit my wrists or sit in the dark and cradle myself right!!!! Yes so i am not emo i am not i am not!!!!!

am i making something worthwhile out of this place

2006-05-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

okay singapore idol is the most hilarious show ever

NONG NONG AGO, NONG NONG AGO

I am cheering for the dood named paul twohill. Hah.

TOMORROW IS GAMES DAY I WILL GET TO SQUIRT ALL YOUR PANTS OFF WITH MY SUPER DUPER WATER GUN COS I AM A SPORTS LEADER HURHUR OKAY TODAY I AM QUITE HAPPY VERY HAPPY

HAVING SUBWAY AGAIN. SHITTY EXPOSITORY ESSAY

HAHAHHA BYE

shunji!

2006-05-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG HAHAHA SHUNJI MORIYA WILL BE AT SPEX IN JUNE HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAH HE IS A HOT MAN

and another mixed jap american guy will be playing too hawhaw

I AM NOT PREPARED FOR I AND E DESPITE HER PUSHING ME AROUND, I THANK YVONNE FOR DOING SO MUCH FARHANA TOO :)

okay i have a million mosquito bites and today mr jeff noticed i was falling asleep he is a funny man. and a very bald one too okay i basically blogged to talk about shunji HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA -laughs like idiot K BYE

soundtrack for a headrush.

2006-05-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

HI CUPCAKES I AM UPDATING I BET NO ONE READS THIS ANYMORE

my ass is freaking tired!!!! my ass has been studying 4days in a row for history!!! seriously my ass studied damn hard for history this time i hope my ass does well!!!!!

but now i dont think i will i shouldve done the stalin question.... yesterday i was so freaking happy the exam was over i went nuts and spent like 5 hours on the computer (besides eating my hugeass subway sandwich) woot so i ended up sleeping late and being a zombie today. MANAGED TO CHANGE MY MYSPACE LAYOUT WHOOOOT I SOLVED THAT SHIT

today we have homework how shitty i am so pooped i got back from i and e just now we were very productive today :)

i am going to bintan the last weekend of june hah so silly right. i am missing youthgonewild wtf that gig looks fucken cool boooooooooooooooooo K BYE CHILDREN

IVE GOT THE GIFT OF ONE LINERS.

what the hell made you pull the trigger

2006-05-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

oooooo well this week wasn't so bad. ok i did a quiz ok im leaving bye poptarts!!!!

YOU:(don't be modest be honest)

1. If you had to change your name, what would it be?
CASSIAN OR TRISTAN! i know both are boy names but i cant find any girl names i really really like!!! oh i quite like river. like river phoenix. but he was a boy too........

2. Favourite feature
Uh. Hands?

3. What's your best quality?
uhh i seriously dont know.......???

4. What makes you happy?
feeling ahem loved, tennis, musiccc, could say foooood

5. Do you know yourself?
perhaps.

6. Do you like being you?
Yeah why not. I wish I were free-er though, like I did more stupid stuff.

7. 3 people you think know you best
my mom my sisters thats 3. maybe more but i wont say

8. If you could choose your best friend, who would you want it to be?
wont say :P

9. Who do you want to be around you more?
the above you... and you!!!! and quinn allman!!!!! <3

10. If you could relive the last 5 years of your life, what would you change?
I wouldve started playing competitive tennis earlier. be more serious about math.
been more sincere to some people

MORE RANDOM STUFF:

11. Do you believe in soulmateS?
yeah why the hell not

12. Does death scare you?
yup, i happen to like being alive.

13. What do you think of the people around you?
uhh.. i guess normal.

14. Name 5 things you hate in a person
1. smokers (lol sorry i dont like the smell!!) 2. people who arent genuine friends but try to act like it 3.poserrrrs 4. liars!
5. hypocrites (this part was so cliche) if i love you but youre a smoker. maybe i wont mind

15. Forgive or forget?
forgive. dont forget

16. Kiss or hug?
ooooo hurr both!!!!

17. What do you want most right now?
lifelong friends! oh and to be damn good at math and tennis!

18. Do you get angry/sad alot?
maybe.. i can get pretty mad sometimes

19. Do you get happy easily?
hmmm.. laugh laugh happy cannn!! happy happy not really haha i have standards

20. Do you think you'll ever find true love?
WHAAAA...i sure hope so!!!!!!!

Be honest with this- Are you happy now?
no.

nowhere fast

2006-04-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

the next time you rip me off and copy me i will throw bottles at your house

yes hello i know this is very dead. i am too stressed to blog. ive decided to be a nerd.

have your own music taste dork!!!!! =D

bye

2006-04-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH go to myheritage.com

When I gave them the picture of me in Italy they said I looked lik christina ricci.... questionable.
When I gave them the picture of me in my TBS shirt they said I looked like......

ASHTON KUTCHER!!!! HIGHLY QUESTIONABLE

Oooooooer we are all hollaback girls I am so happy I ran down to get tickets I feel so accomplished!!!!!! Okay I finally passed Amath!!!!! GOODNIGHT WORLD!!!!!!! I want more bandshirts

2006-04-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday first i went to watch ice age 2 with huimeeeen and shuen meeeeen and it was funnnnnny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

later after drums, i went to clarke quay with steph, linyu, emelyn, jazreen, amanda chen, almas, raina and drusilla to celebrate steph's birthday. had a freaking ass good time. first we had dinner at brewerkz and i watched these boys play pool. so lousy. yeah yeah then we sat down near a fountain to cut steph's cake. then we ran around the fountain. then a 19yearold lady named margarita came to take photos with us??? yup then we talked and walked around and i got really really diabetically sweet grapeade from 7/11 and we went to liang court to sit down and run on travellators. then these angmoh boys said happy birthday and konichiwa to steph and us then i went home with emelyn

ok it may not sound very fun but i feel happy so who cares

ok im watching superband now so funny hurhurhuhrurhrurhrurr

2006-04-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

THE CAMEL RIDE (it sorta hurts in that area if you know what I mean uh huh haha)

Hi. So today I just wasted my time away. Again. buck up buck up. I feel very unaccomplished. Not being good at alot of things and all.... NO THIS IS NOT DEPRESSION THIS IS A LOW POINT IN MY LIFE.

CLANDESTINE INDUSTRIES <3

I went bloghopping. And suddenly everyone is soooooo emo hurr you dorks

Uh yeah next time you can just tell the wall your problems. Oh I forget. Walls echo

It's not funny. I mean what I say

sunday & monday boooooo

2006-04-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

so stressed so stressed studying for bio!!! my brain refuses to study only red bull works!!!! gives me wings

yesterday my family woke up at 4.50, a.m mind you, to go to the cemetery. like ching ming jie. and i wore my army pants hee hee. then when we got there lotsa people were already there then we met our relatives and walked to find the umm grave. and silly ants were everywhere THEY PENETRATED MY ARMY PANTS!!!!! and bit me. damn pain i hate ants that bite. prayed then went to 3 more temples and prayed some more. my eyes cant take to joss stick smoke i was tearing all day. had prata at casuarina. my sister got siamed (sp?) by an old lady at one of the temples. HAHAHA ooer got back at like 2? slept til 7pm

sports day was so hawtttttttt. we came in third for relay!!!!! WOOT WOOT and kim came in third for 100m too i think and we came in third for the spirit of class.i looked like a lobster when i got back. my sis has food poisoning poor soul. I AM DAMN SICK OF ENZYMES !!!!!! went to newton an pigged out then went to school for italy thingy. ok im off, farewell farewell fellow biologists!!!!!!!

this is the new violence
bang bang mofos yeaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!

emanuel emanuel so good so good

more!

2006-04-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

THE BEST OF ALL
BULL/MOOSE PANTS I HAVE TONS MORE ILL UPLOAD TMR ITS LATE

okay photos!

2006-04-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

i uploaded like a shitloada photos on blogger then the stupid thing just closed my window so i had to upload again!!!! freaking lazy ill do it another time. ENJOY FOOOLZZZ

failfailfailfailfail

2006-03-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

I pretty much feel like a failure now.

hitler
y=mx+c

If I'm lucky I'll pull through for logs.

burn out burn out

Last night after studying coordinate geometry I went to sleep. That was at 2am. At 2.15 I was about to doze off and finally get some sleep. Then I cleverly decided to revise math in my brain.

Iwenttobedat330amlastnightandfailedtoday.

Clever my fucking ass.

new friends and dead ends

2006-03-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

somehow it doesnt hurt to let you go;

hi seksi bellas!!!!!! i havent blogged for so long i forgot my password!!! i've been waiting for it since 11!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAY I WENT TO ITALY!!!! and it was COOL like literally and non literally. singapore is so hot. Ok so firstttt we went to VENIZIA and it was freeeezing and we visited a blow glass factory and a palace and a lot of buildings and we had a guide called alberto or something but his accent was so thick we couldn't understand anything. Then we went to florence and i think thats where we did a lot of shopping. and i bbought tons of SOAP. We went to naples and rome and saw the colosseum and pantheon and st peter's basilica everything was huuuge aiya how to explain you must go! EVERYONE IN ITALY WEARS AVIATOR SHHADES I AM GONNA GET A PAIR AND WEAR THEM SINCE NO ONE IN SINGAPORE WEARS EM HOHOHO

doha rocked like crazy we rode to the desert in JEEEEEEPS and ours had a vroom vrooooom sound so funky and we had loud techno music but it worked with the ambience and all. we rode up and down sand dunes so fun and the food suited me i am omnivorous but i like meat alot so there they serve you MEAT PLATTERS HAHAHAHAHAH and its real goood. oh i went ice skating in doha quite fun but i forgot how to skate. so basiically

THE ITALY TRIP WAS THE SHIT and you are all fooooooolzzz cos you didnt go hah i am kidding

this week has been absolutely nuts i am soooo tired monday night i slept at 4 tues 2am wed 230am thurs 3am I AM POOPED SILLY

yvonne and jessica like to torment me. the other day they took zig markers and poked them up my armpit. so i had pink and purple armpits. how creative

today at drums i learnt how to play she will be loved

I DONT MIND SPENDING EVERYDAY
OUT ON YOUR CORNER IN POURING RAIN

arent the maroon 5 boys sweet
i mean,
hell i'd love to have someone stand on my corner everyday
heehee

OBS

2006-03-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

uhhhhhhhh.

-i'm really itchy i have 20 over bites from effing sandflies and mosquitoes
-right now tiger balm is my baby <3 wheeheeeee
-i led the sea expedition woohoo it was quite funny kenny asked me 'eh navigator which way are we going!!!!' then i looked blankly at the map and pointed left and it was actually right
-ahh the importance of geography.
-i am happy i brought my sleeping bag i actually had some sort of pillow
-i kissed the toilet wall when i got back yay no more peeing in the bushes
-i hugged my whole family life is sooo dandy SUPER PEACHY HOHO
-kayakking is very fun
-rockclimbing made me strain my calf
-ooooer i am damn good at cooking rice

uhhhh theres school on monday oooooooer italy is coming!!!!

OH IL MIO DIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-02-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF
I WENT FOR JIANG THEN MY MOM WAS AN HOUR LATE PICKING ME UP SO MY DAD DECIDED TO COME GET ME COS MY MOM WAS STUCK IN SOME JAM.
SHE YELLED AT ME LIKE NUTS FOR COMPLAINING ABOUT HER BEING LATE
THEN FOR SOME FUCKING REASON A FUCKING COCKROACH CRAWLED UP MY ARM!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO GROSSED OUT I WANTED TO SQUISH THAT DISGUSTING CREATURE
BUT IT SCAMPERED AWAY

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED AND I FEEL DIRTY EVEN THOUGH I BATHED

FUCKING COCKROACH YUCK YUCK YUCK

ALL YOU SEKSI PEOPLE :)

2006-02-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

hello eggtarts!!!!!
so wednesday was my birthday
thanks to everyone who celebrated in school and wished me and all.
you guys made me feel really special :)
i haven't felt special in while....

oh yeah heats sucked ballssssss

i love you all

live from the vacant lot

2006-02-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

SO I WENT TO THE ACJC FAIR AND THE HAUNTED HOUSE WAS DAMN SCARY WE WERE ALL SCREAMING LIKE NUTS I THINK WE WERE THE WORST GROUP. PEOPLE CAME OUT FROM UNDERNEATH AND GRABBED OUR LEGS SO SCARY THEN ADELINE MADE ME GO IN FRONT AND EVERYONE ELSE WAS SO CHICKEN HAHAHA I WAS SO BRAVE

ANYWAY I HAVE PETS NOW. ABOUT 11 OF THEM, THEYRE FISH, THEYRE LOVELY THEY ROCK. THEY DONT MAKE NOISE, THEY EAT WORMS AND OATS AND THEY DONT NEED ME TO PLAY WITH THEM PURRRRRFECT PETS

I AM CURRENTLY TRYING TO NAME ALL OF THEM BUT THEY KEEP SWIMMING AROUND I CANT RECOGNISE THEM

ACTUALLY I CAUGHT LIKE 20 AT THE FAIR BUT SINCE YESTERDAY LIKE 7 HAVE DIED FROM NATURAL CAUSES. ANYWAY TODAY I BOUGHT WORMS FOR THEM THEY SHOULD BE HAPPIER

WHATEVER YOU WANT TO THINK YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND THINK. YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL.

long live jesse

2006-02-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

rui xian:
Hello I have a lot of things to blog about okay first I got into the geog trip which is really surprising and I'm going which is even more surprising. I hope I don't end up regretting it because it always ends up with me doing something and regretting it for the rest of my life okay I'm just rambling. I am still in the midst of studying for geog and nothing is going in I don't know how the Rockies were formed are you supposed to know that? Oh and I just realized that if I do really badly for Geog they might kick me out of the trip hahaha

Yeah and yesterday before I went to sleep I was thinking a lot about stuff and I really don't like to think that way because it's not nice.
I don't know if you're doing it on purpose or what but it's like no matter how hard I try you still keep your distance and just maybe I'm starting to think that deep down inside you're just another wannabe like you hang out with people who get you somewhere or at least make you look more popular or whatever but it's not like I'm jealous or anything. I hate thinking stuff like that because if I ever tell you about it you'll just go "BUT I'M NOT LIKE THAT HOW CAN YOU THINK I'M LIKE THAT" or whatever but maybe it's time I stopped trying. You know I think I'm going to regret doing so much for you because you'd probably won't appreciate it a lot. Now that I think of it you've never really appreciated me. Thanks a lot.

i'm your latest cup of tea to keep your cold hands company

2006-02-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

Well once I gave a look to you but you never gave it back
So here I stand expressionless but my memory's intact
I guess the past is good for a laugh
A comedy so dry and black
It makes my stomach hurt so bad, I cried
So two thumbs up we give this one despite it's predictable ending
Dialogue seemed rushed and wrong but the actors did their best
To lay some worth on every word
Like coffins dropped into the earth
The saddest sound I ever heard, we sang along
We sang it, take this weight away

LEE RUIXIAN NEXT TIME YOU CHOOSE TO BLOG ON MY BLOG LET THE WORLD KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!! ORKAY? OKAY!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA ANYWAY TODAY WAS SO FUN WE WENT TO SHUEN MIN'S HOUSE AND SWAM AND ORDERED MACDONALDS THEN WE TOOK FUN PICTURES (KODAK MOMENTS!!!!!!) OF ME WEIZHENNNN AND HUAY MEEEEN JUMPING INTO THE POOL WITH SPONGEBOB!!!! THEN WE ORDERED MACDONALDS AGAIN AND WATCHED I NOT STUPID. AIYA TODAY WAS THE MOST FUN IVE HAD THIS MONTH HAHAHAHA OKAY COOLIO

Then I had to wear stupid FBTS!!!!! I went out with stephoooo and clairebear and first we went to kbox with kelly samantha xuehui and rachel and they sang really loudly. And steph got really high higher than the sky. Then we just went to BurgerKing and chilled. Everything else involving the rest of our day is a secret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIO!!!!! JOIN MY ITALIAN FRENZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this pirate juice is the ultimate refreshment

2006-02-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

There was no school today and I know I should've spent the time studying for the stupid Geog test but I went out to watch I Not Stupid Too it is a bloody good show if you like wet tissue movies. Practically the whole cinema was sobbing their eyes out, it was that sad. Oh and I was very tempted to buy In Love and Death or The Used because they were so darn cheap but I decided not to just 'cause.

I am very very screwed for Geog I know nothing about plate tectonic processes I don't even know how the Rockies were formed how stupid is that and I don't know the names of all the plates and where the plate boundaries are and I can't remember how to draw the stupid Pacific Ring of Fire in short I don't know a lot of things I hate not knowing stuff it makes me feel very inadequate and stupid. But maybe if I'm lucky enough and I keep failing my Geog tests they might kick me out of Geog next year and put me in single science Lit where I will have a much less stressful time! Yay!

I really really miss my blog I don't like living on other people's blogs even though old Tuffy here is being really nice about it when I'm sure she kind of minds. It's like an invasion of privacy but I don't know she was the one who gave me her password a long time ago to change layouts for her haha thank you good good friend I will make it up to you on your birthday which is NEXT WEDNESDAY THE 22ND OF FEBRUARY MARK THAT DAY

oh I am having a Pirate Juice fetish now I made a Pirate Juice icon it is quite silly it is my MSN display picture tee hee.

I miss my blog. :( You know if I could I would've sent money to help them get the server fixed but you know my circumstances I am already very broke and I will be much broker soon

oh and good news good news I can play Blue and Yellow it is a good good song but it is surprisingly easy for The Used since so many of their songs on their second album have really really difficult bass lines and it doesn't help that I have recently discovered that he actually uses his fingers not a pick so I am feeling very inferior now I might turn feminist soon hohoho. You know feminism is not only standing up for female rights like voting and such those hardcore feminists don't believe in very mundane stuff like wearing a bra and the man paying for a date and a man opening the car door for you and marriage and changing your name to your husband's name if they actually get married. So if I become a feminist I will become really broke and I will have to start opening car doors myself and I will sag and I will be a old spinster hag hahahaha

OH OH OH AND I WANT TO KNOW HOW YOU'D PRONOUNCE "VHEISSU" cos I think it's vee-soo but somebody else think it's hee-soo hmm DEBATE DEBATE

the receiving end of sirens

2006-02-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

i know that scared you so much being alive but feeling so dead

HELLO WHAT IS UP. I have decided to post lots and lots of blinkies since I have alot but don't know what to do with them yes apparently diary-x is down so rx is using my blog now. I AM REALY REALLY BAD AT MATH IT SADDENS ME THAT THE STUPID SUBJECT AND ME DO NOT AGREE ALTHOUGH I WANT TO UNDERSTAND IT OK

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!! I hope the blinkies work they're all supposed to move

AND IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR WHAT WE CAN PLAY FOR BATTLE OF THE BANDS PLEASE TAG BUT DONT BE SIAO AND MAKE US PLAY AVENGED SEVENFOLD OR SOMETHING, NO SAPPY SHIT, NO POP, NO SLOW SHIT OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT WE ARE GREENHORNS BUT WE ARENT THAT SLOW AHAHAHA OKAY CIAO

Oh il mio dio! Vado a Italia in di un tempo del mese!!!!!!!!
Oh my god! I am going to Italy in about a month's time!!!!!!!

tiff loves quinn and rx loves jepha

2006-02-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hello my lovelies Happy Valentine's Day! HAHAHA SEND YOUR LOVE TO QUINN HAHAHA WHY DON'T YOU

Okay okay went to do the geog project yesterday after we finished taking pictures of the stuff we took pictures of birds hohoho they were cool. And so were the tortoises because they were sunbathing all in a row under the bridge they were so cute and the swans loved me they followed me everywhere cos they wanted me to take photos of them heheheh

And and and I don't know what song we should do for the stupid band thing Under Pressure is attractive but I want to do I Caught Fire "I'm meltingggggggggggg"

And shit shit shit there's Geog test next monday. HOHOHOHO CHINESE TEST WAS POSTPONED SO COOL COS IT'S ON THURSDAY AND THURSDAY IS THE CHINESE TEST SO IT IS NOW NEXT FRIDAY! HAHAHAHAHA

Oh did you know Mr Tang Hung Bun does not drive a car because he wants to save the environment he is a strange man but oh well he has good intentions we mustn't blame him Ms Woo told us that she also told us that Mr Teh vomits out the textbook onto the board because he teaches everything verbatim so crazy and that Fifi used to be Ms Chinatown that's quite scary to think about and that Ms Goh likes giraffes so we drew a giraffe on the board for her and she was quite happy hahahahaha

Oh and I want to promote 2 really good band since I've only JUST realized how good they are but silly people who don't like loud music won't like them since they're quite loud I knew about them from the Projekt Rev. CD and once my blog gets up again I will promote them there they are known as

THRICE

and they are really good go listen to songs like Under A Killing Moon because it has good guitar riffs and the drummer is like whoaaawhoaa they have talent and

NO WARNING

ho hum not as good as Thrice but still good good stuff the only song I have is called Dirtier Than The Next go listen hee hee hee

hello lend me The Used okay and Straylight Run (if you ever get it)! Yay thank you I am not Tiffany Loh Min Qi I am her ghost who is also her real friend since she wants a real friend

do you want a song of glory well i'm fucking screaming at you

is it worth it can you even hear me

2006-02-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Uhh... so I got 5/25 for amaths. That was spiffing hoho actually it was quite funny but don't get me wrong I am still very upset nonetheless.. no one is allowed to laugh at me by the way. I commit this to memory I'm gonna get my math back on track just you wait and see.... I'm chuffed that I suck at math and I tend to screw tests up.

PHWOARRRRRR I think I am less emo now. Yesterday while jamming chem in my brain, I was watching this documentary about this little boy called Mir living in some village. He was like a mixture of angmoh(russian?) and asian very cool he looked so handsome HOHOO and they lead such liberating lives pity no ones like that anymore its all streeeeess now

everyones leaving what happened to real friends?

everyone needs a real friend.

swear to shake it up

2006-02-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure

Ah we lost to rgs and mgs. Yoke and me played a blinking good match against jessica walker and lung wen si we won =) but overall we lost. Ahhh kinda bummed no semis

hellooooo OBS byebye semis.

fall from glory same old story that makes you feel alive

I havent had enough sleep in 3days, i'm pooped and freaked and bummed and annoyed and pissed and i'm not going to sentosa anymore cos it's supposedly haunted and I am a wuss

I wanna watch a movie

yes yes lovely bio see you all when I see you

or not.

one axe good two axes better

2006-02-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Uhh today after training I just spent the whole day sleeping. I am really very stressed the teachers are crazy they set like 5 tests in a row. I always don't sleep well when I'm stressed cos I keep thinking about what I need to study. So I get very little sleep so I'm always damn tired

And tmr is my grandpa's birthday so I'm going out for dinner so I can't study in the night.

AND I LOST MY SHOU CE I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY LOOKING FOR IT!!! &#(@&@^!

And I watched fun with dick and jane that was funny but not funny enough to cheer me up fuck school I'm so tired. We have a match on monday some more why can't they let us skip the test

CAN YOU MANAGE UNDER PRESSURE???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA QUINN IS MINEEEEEE

Stepho siau is nuts she wants me to gatecrash singapore idol with her but I know we will probably get THROWN OUT by bouncers so I dont want. Uhhh I have nothing more to say except people who dont reply my tags are lousyyyy like farmer thiang!!

i know i know i know

2006-01-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

hey everyone go to this website and watch the trailer!!!!!!!!! its an adaptation of the twelfth night. HAHAHAHA i laughed til i nearly peed. duke is hot. he was in coach carter. oh happy cny hurhurrr amanda bynes is my idol steph can have lindsay. elissa denise and jo are cool :) burger king and barbeque sauce are the coolest!!!!!

http://www.apple.com/trailers/dreamworks/shestheman/large.html

2006-01-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

HURHURRRRR. TUESDAY NIGHT WAS THE BSB CONCERT. AND JUST BEFORE THEY CAME ON ME AND MY SIS WERE HYPERVENTILLATING LIKE CRAP. IT WAS A VERY VERY VERY BIG MOMENT IN HISTORY FOR US OKAY. IT WAS GOOD WE WERE SINGING ALONGGGGG. NOT TOO ROCKY BUT WHAT THE HELL STILL GOOD. THEN AT THE END I MET STEF YEEEEEEE THAT NICE THING. AND STEPH SIAU AND KATRINA WERE THERE TOO. I WISH I TOUCHED BRIAN HOWIE AJ KEVIN OR NICK'S HANDDDD. NICK IS KINDA CHUBBY NOW. HMM. HAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAH IM EXCITEDDDDDD JUST THINKING ABOUT IT HAHAHAAHAA IVE ALWAYS LIKED KEVIN ALOT HES SO SUAVE. My sister's cam ran out of battery like halfway through. Then during I WANT IT THAT WAY some fan gave Brian this quilt thing with WE STILL LOVE BSB on it quite nice. Oh my sister made a list of the songs they played in no order yupyup

1. Backstreet’s Back
2. Incomplete
3. Quit Playin’ Games With My Heart
4. Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
5. Weird World
6. Everybody
7. Climbing Back To You
8. Never Gone
9. Siberia
10. I Want It That Way
11. My Beautiful Woman
12. Just Want You To Know
13. Crawling Back To You
14. I’ll Never Break Your Heart
15. The One
16. Drowning
17. The Call -OH THEY OPENED WITH THIS!!!!!
18. Larger Than Life
19. I Still…
20. We've Got It Goin' On
21. All I Have To Give

Ohmygod I miss them already I am going to dream about them goodbye my fav song is quit playing games with my heart HAHAHAAH -laughs like idiot BYE